The Food Stuffs:
These enchiladas aren't very spicy, but they have a little bit of kick. You'll need to preheat the oven at 350 degrees. Have a casserole dish on hand, a plate to heat tortillas on, and a skillet for the sauce (assuming your chicken is already cooked).
-2 Chicken breasts, fully cooked and chopped into nuggets or shredded.
-1 Can Tomato sauce
-1 Can Diced tomatoes
-1 Green bell pepper
-1 Jalapeno or Chile (choose your own heat!)
-Taco Sauce (again with the heat)
-A pinch of sugar
-12 Corn Tortillas
1. Heat tomato sauce in a skillet on low. Finely chop peppers meanwhile.
2. Add only about a tablespoon of taco sauce to the skillet, stirring it in.
3. When the sauces have combined, add the peppers and diced tomatoes.
4. Simmer for about ten minutes. Add spices to taste. If the sauce is too thick, gradually add water, stirring, until desired thickness is achieved.
5. Season cooked chicken with salt and pepper.
6. Heat tortillas in the microwave or stove to soften them.
7. Grease your casserole dish.
8. Lay a tortilla in the dish and then add chicken and sauce.
9. Roll the tortilla and repeat step 8 until all of the tortillas are filled and rolled in the dish. Arrange as the tortillas best fit.
10. Pour remaining sauce over the filled tortillas.
11. Sprinkle with cheese to your taste.
12. Bake at 350 for about ten minutes.
Thoughts on Being In His Presence
Some things sound so simple and silly when you recognize what they are really about. Like when you sort of avoid spending time alone in the Lord's presence. Just you and Him. And it seems like there must be some complex reason why.
You love spending time in fellowship. Prayer happens. Still reading His word. Talking about Him. It's not like He has gone anywhere...you just can't feel Him there.
...The reason must be that something is blocking you. Someone is stopping you. If you love the Lord, why would you avoid Him? Especially if you've been seeking to know His will. Waiting on Him. Thanking Him...
And then, you determine that you're just going to do it. You're just going to pray and ask Him to stop whatever the issue is, and let you near. A step closer and BAM! Blinded. You realize it's you. The classic "it's not you, it's me."
“But everything exposed by the light becomes visible—and everything that is illuminated becomes a light.” -Ephesians 5:13
Yes, you have avoided being quite that close to the Lord. Because something happens when we recognize His intimate presence that isn't always pleasant. He exposes all darkness to light. It is uncomfortable to get close enough to the Lord that His light reveals even the tiniest crevasses of darkness in us. Some sins...sure. They are hard. But we can handle them. Expose away, Lord.
But those sins we hide even from ourselves? Christ will find them if we get close to Him. And He won't take turning a blind eye as a response.
“For the word that God speaks is alive and active; it cuts more keenly than any two-edged sword; it strikes through to the place where soul and spirit meet, to the innermost intimacies of a man's being: it examines the very thoughts and motives of a man's heart. No creature has any cover from the sight of God; everything lies naked and exposed before the eyes of him with whom we have to deal.” -Hebrews 12:13-14
To be in the Lord's presence causes us to recognize all that He is. His grace, mercy, kindness, compassion, purity, majesty...it's a little frightening. Christ is the Lord of the universe. And He calls us friends and offers Himself up for us. We don't even deserve it -we can't.
Sometimes I think, at least for me, it is easy to confront apparent sins. There are some wrongs that I accept about myself and have little trouble turning over to the Lord. Great, good, right? Except, sometimes I feel like when I confess those things, then I deserve the grace He shows me just a little bit. Almost as though we have a private, sweet little mutual agreement. I admit that I'm wrong on these particular things, and it's a little bit difficult, and He forgives me and then it's all right again. A nice little exchange.
Unfortunately (fortunately), we cannot, in anyway, deserve His grace. And salvation is no transaction. There is nothing that we have to offer that Christ lacks and is wanting for. Surely He desires our whole hearts, but we cannot hold them ransom. That is anything but submission to Jesus as Lord and Savior.
But it's hard to let Him peer into the hidden places of hearts, the nooks we don't even like to look in. It's harder still when His light overwhelms those secretive sins, and they begin to burn up inside of us.
Christ's grace and mercy extend to us even when we recognize that our own secretive sins have kept us from being entirely close to Him. In His presence, we are required to see who we truly are. And as we submit to the Lord, confessing, we are then to seek Him, to live as those whose sins are forgiven and covered by Christ.
How many verses there are about this! In Ephesians 5, In 2 Corinthians 4, 1 Thessalonians 5, Romans 13, and through many other books and chapters (including in the New Testament).
I love how concisely the hymn "How Firm a Foundation" says it though:
"When through fiery trials thy pathways shall lie,
My grace, all sufficient, shall be thy supply;
The flame shall not hurt thee; I only design
Thy dross to consume, and thy gold to refine. (Stanza 5)
The soul that on Jesus has leaned for repose,
I will not, I will not desert to its foes;
That soul, though all hell should endeavor to shake,
I’ll never, no never, no never forsake. (Stanza 7)."